17-04-2009, 12:53 AM
You thought it was over? No way! I was just getting started. My writing is getting better, and so is my speed. As you see, I named this one Connection, but there is a possibility that I come up with a new title. So you guys know the drill now. Enjoy.
Part One: You crushed my dreams
John Burb
Fear is one thing that is avoided in the human race. I myself, fear extreme hope that is given up and is down the drain. Though this has only happened few times in my life, it is very unexpected. I remember the first time that my hope was lost in the storm called life; being five years old, finding my dad being killed in the army. My dad has always been the loving kind of father. He was always there to talk to about anything. I miss him and I missed him ever since the hour his soul left this earth.
Just like all of my wishes lost in my life, I didnât have this one coming. My only daughter, never existed. She was a mere anticipation drowned in sea. All the baby furniture, was wasted away. All that money spent for preparing for nonentity. Ever since Jennifer told me that she wasnât pregnant, I have been nothing but depressed. My life apprehension has been realized.
She told me that she just had her period. We spent months preparing for our first child, finding that no such life form except her own was in her body. The day that she found out the dread, she was cooking my favorite meals, buying me everything that I anticipated, and was treating me like a king. I thought she was just having an amazing day at work, until at exactly nine oâclock at night, she told me the news.
My first reaction was that she was kidding, but she was giving me the most serious face that she gave me in years. I knew after a while that it was true and my hope and my aspiration would just be dust in the wind, like many other peopleâs dreams.
Part One: You crushed my dreams
John Burb
Fear is one thing that is avoided in the human race. I myself, fear extreme hope that is given up and is down the drain. Though this has only happened few times in my life, it is very unexpected. I remember the first time that my hope was lost in the storm called life; being five years old, finding my dad being killed in the army. My dad has always been the loving kind of father. He was always there to talk to about anything. I miss him and I missed him ever since the hour his soul left this earth.
Just like all of my wishes lost in my life, I didnât have this one coming. My only daughter, never existed. She was a mere anticipation drowned in sea. All the baby furniture, was wasted away. All that money spent for preparing for nonentity. Ever since Jennifer told me that she wasnât pregnant, I have been nothing but depressed. My life apprehension has been realized.
She told me that she just had her period. We spent months preparing for our first child, finding that no such life form except her own was in her body. The day that she found out the dread, she was cooking my favorite meals, buying me everything that I anticipated, and was treating me like a king. I thought she was just having an amazing day at work, until at exactly nine oâclock at night, she told me the news.
My first reaction was that she was kidding, but she was giving me the most serious face that she gave me in years. I knew after a while that it was true and my hope and my aspiration would just be dust in the wind, like many other peopleâs dreams.