I know no one from my dad's side of the family. I know that my mom told me that I have family members in Jamaica. But they have shown no interest as well so whatever, doesn't bother me at all. As long as I have my mom, I'm happy because my mom's side of the family are also sh!t holes
I dunno if I even have cousins on that side, if my dad even has brothers or sisters, I could be an aunt for all the hell I know. That's why it just winds me up, but my mum thinks it's not important. Well she grew up with a twin brother, another brother and a sister, a mum and dad, all together, a normal family, of course she's not going to think it's important. Never looks into other's shoes. {rolleyes}
Sometimes I just crave so much that my sister hadn't died, then at least I wouldn't be alone in my own internal vendetta. We'd be even poorer, but I wouldn't care..
Such is life, it is what it is. I can't wait until I'm older, hopefully a normal mum with kids who just have a normal bloody life.
(15-02-2010 01:05 AM)CassieeBethh link Wrote:Sometimes I just crave so much that my sister hadn't died, then at least I wouldn't be alone in my own internal vendetta. We'd be even poorer, but I wouldn't care..
Such is life, it is what it is. I can't wait until I'm older, hopefully a normal mum with kids who just have a normal bloody life.
Same! I was going to have a younger brother but he died in my mom's womb. Life would've been so different for me. I wouldn't be spoiled like I am now XD. But me and my mom say that thank God he wasn't born because my step father is a disgrace, he is a waste of time. been in prison for 4 times because of DUI. He used to drink because "no one loved him" WTF? Get a life, as if drinking will give you love. well for some ppl that's their last resort but not mine and hopefully not ours here in this forum.
I just want what you said Cassie, Apart from being a mother
LOL yeah, my step-dad was an alcoholic. Thus why he trued to kill my mum and think she's dead. Like I say, no idea where he is now, hopefully dead in a ditch. It's just a plain shame he's in all my childhood pictures, my father figure.
My mum got asked out by a millionaire. And she said no. She said NO.
I could have been a spoiled little rich girl without a care, no stupid father, no alcoholic murderous step-dad, no mum crying about bills and mortgages and being homeless.
The idea overwhelms me with envy, but at the same time makes me sick. I don't wan to be a spoiled little rich kid. But we'd have had money... =\
I still need to make a thread where we can moan about our lives. I'll make it now, as to not blemish other people's lies with my own self-pity.
seriously please do. we should all make a blog lol.
I know you and Robert have one. I feel like making on myself now
I haven't been on my blog for a while, I should.
And I made the thread. =]
(15-02-2010 01:08 AM)@Steven! link Wrote:[quote author=CassieeBethh link=topic=7755.msg308720#msg308720 date=1266192322]
Sometimes I just crave so much that my sister hadn't died, then at least I wouldn't be alone in my own internal vendetta. We'd be even poorer, but I wouldn't care..
Such is life, it is what it is. I can't wait until I'm older, hopefully a normal mum with kids who just have a normal bloody life.
Same! I was going to have a younger brother but he died in my mom's womb. Life would've been so different for me. I wouldn't be spoiled like I am now XD. But me and my mom say that thank God he wasn't born because my step father is a disgrace, he is a waste of time. been in prison for 4 times because of DUI. He used to drink because "no one loved him" WTF? Get a life, as if drinking will give you love. well for some ppl that's their last resort but not mine and hopefully not ours here in this forum.
I just want what you said Cassie, Apart from being a mother
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Well I've felt the same as you guys but it's best not to dwell on things that can't be.
always thinking about negative stuff will never be a good thing. let's talk about how exciting our futures will be. But that might be killed because of stupid global warming. and also the fact that ppl believe in December 21, 2012 being the day that the world ends which is stupid because no one knows when exactly the world can end. it could be now, or next hour, or tomorrow or next month. no one knows. but I don't want to get into an argument with this subject
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Of course we wont all die on 2012. Something will happen on 2012, to do with the milkyway and something or the other, that has been proven by Scientists. There might be an earthquake or something, some disaster, though I doubt the world will end, I just like the idea of it, I think we need it, though I don't want to die.
Hmm. Okay... futures... we've been over it before so not sure what to say. =P
Wonder if I'll have kids this decade... that's a weird thought.
Imagine if I was still posting on here after all those years.. and I made a thread like 'I've got a bun in the oven!', that just seems unimaginable. {rolleyes}
Or any of you could be mums or dads this decade tbh. Strange.